🌹Writing 1.0 ✨
So, it’s been a while seen I opened Tumblr but I think it’s time for a redesign. Let me introduce myself. Hello to all my followers and apologize for being M.I.A. Quarantines been..OOOF—it’s been rough and I am trying to find my productivity.
But anyways.
I think this Tumblr needs a redesign.
🌹I’ll be posting some artwork and fandom stuff still, but mainly excerpts of poems or writing scenes. I could really use your help in some feedback and comment, like and reblog!
🌹in the meantime here is a little poem I wrote last night, emotions do get the best of you these days. But I found a way to express myself.
Hope you like it:
🌹 An insult must've hurt to have you treat me like that,
So what?
You stop talking aren't you going to tell me
I am sorry?
Oh wait you can't speak
Out of fear
Out of luck?
Or envy?
Fine, mute me then.
....message sent...
So it's been months now, I don't know who you are
Though it's been years since I met you.
Cant quite explain how I feel about you,
Though this nonsense is driving me insane.
But I can't figure out,
If you're playing me or a game?
Should I play too?
Fine don't talk.
....message sent....
Months have passed without a word you say,
Though rumors have sprung that you think
I am insane.
But haven't you seen yourself in the mirror?
Look,
Oh...—you can't?
Why?
Right because I am here.
Does my reflection make you uncomfortable?
Does my confidence make you jealous?
Is that why you pushed me away...
Or is it your arrogance?
Oh wait I forgot.
You refuse to talk to me.
Fine I'll see about that.
....message read....
End of the year with no friend to fear,
But worry not I have found my group.
So you can stop spreading rumors about me
And I'll stop them about you.
Or maybe
No one likes to hear their truth?
But you can't answer because you put me on mute,
And you can't bear fo tell anyone the truth.
Not even yourself.
So why tell you?
....message read....
Okay, let's start over.
Maybe such an insult I should've not said but maybe act like I am your friend rather than just play pretend.
Wipe that envy off your face and you'll sparkle like the star.
But if you don't,
Your true intentions will spark.
But maybe I should've apologized for not recognizing my truth, though I was unhappy like you are too.
And though I can be bossy, and jealous as well.
Never do I let myself forget I can't be bothered by you.
Oh...did I sound harsh?
I apologize but I wouldn't like to sound rude. Though there I contradicted myself but I didn't unmute.
But....
Okay
Maybe we should talk about what happened
Send our goodbyes so this never happens.
I do not apologize for who I am or I became,
But never forget that you started this game.
So here I am speaking my truth to tell you to shut up and mind your own business.
Because from here on I can't be bothered by you,
or an apologize that'll never come true.
So fly away and let us not be seen,
So I can live in peace and peace can live in me.
So go now, I don't need you no more.
Just like you didn't need me.
But beware of me because we will meet again,
Don't ask me or tell me when.
When the time comes,
It'll come to an end.
This rivalry of secrets and lies,
Ends here.
So say goodbye to your dear friend
Because you lost your own life.
....do you wish to delete this phone number and person out of your life?
Yes I do.
Contact deleted
Goodbye my dearest friend.🌹
Writen by @fandomrelm12345
Author note: N/A
